With friends, family, i have come to realise i feel like a tool. I stand up for them , encourage them in their choices, go to them in their time of need. But they dont make the effort to me, everything always seems to be in their terms.I dont know what to make of this. [...]

NOTE:I am on depression mends and doing fine now:)* My parents don’t know this. They know that I have had suicidal thoughts, but they never really took it seriously. My dad was downstairs screaming, and I was up in my room crying my eyes out. I snuck into the bathroom so I could get a [...]

USA – I am 37 and don’t have anything but shallow assets.
I have no kids and have never been married. I have a career that I don’t enjoy but I don’t have the courage to start over.
I have never traveled further than 300 miles.
I’ve been in love twice, but blew it both times [.…