United States

I’m in love with this guy I met last year at a training. Well maybe not love, but it’s not lust either. I could be love I guess. Either way…. I don’t know how he feels and I’m too afraid to find out. He lives kind of far at the moment, but may be moving closer to me. I’ve never truly felt like this about anyone especially with the distance between us. I’m just not sure, but my heart says otherwise. And anytime I think of him or get a message from him, I can’t help but smile. It is great and frustrating all at the same time.